Owch

"School Night"
Ani D.

she went over to his apartment
clutching her decision
and he said, did you come here to tell me goodbye?
so she built a skyscraper of procrastination
and then she leaned out the twenty-fifth floor window
of her reply
and she felt like an actress
just reading her lines
when she finally said
yes. it's really goodbye this time
and far below was the blacktop
and the tiny toy cars
and it all fell so fast
and it all fell so far

and she said:
you are a miracle but that is not all
you are also a stiff drink and i am on call
you are a party and i am a school night
and i'm lookin' for my door key
but you are my porch light

and you'll never know, dear
just how much i loved you
you'll probably think this was
just my big excuse
but i stand committed
to a love that came before you
and the fact that i adore you

is but one of my truths
*******

Well, if I'm going to be broken up with, I'd have to say that was the best way possible. I'm an idiot of course. Never realized how much I wanted her and how impossible that was. Well, life is not over and heartache makes me remember I have a heart to begin with. All is as it should be. Goodbye sweet Corey.