No Job, No Girl, At Least I Have My Health!

So...

Yeah, no luck lately in the amor department. I think the hottie European seems to have cooled and it was probably a bad idea anyway. Not writing her off entirely but unless she decides to free herself from what is looking more and more like a pretty serious connection to another person I think I'm done. It was great for my ego though.

I finished my last day at the temp job yesterday so I am officially unemployed- again. I have sent out my resume to myriad places but still don't have a really firm lead. I was thinking I was going to get this really sweet job with Apple but they never called me back. I wish I could at least hear "No" so I could give up and move on.

Wow, my love life and job life are remarkably parallel right now. Both are up in the air, big teases and giving no idication how they will turn out. I always land on my feet but not knowing how or when gives me a stomachache.

Keep tuning in- your guess is as good as mine on what will happen next. Maybe considering I'll be hosting about 40 or more single lesbians on Saturday night for Speed Dating I could be whistling a different tune this time next week...

Transition

Seems there have been many transitions in my life this year. I guess I started it all when I broke my engagement and cut myself loose from a life I thought I wanted. Ever since, it has been non-stop... well, chaos really.

I wanted to say thank you to someone out there. Don't know if she will read this but that is never really what this is about anyway. But if she does... thanks M Darcy. Through very little effort of your own you pushed my ideas and ideals of gender and attraction and goaded me out of my comfy little box. It's nice to know theoretically I can appreciate such a wide range of gender expression, even if just for a little while. I hope you find what you want out there. Have a wonderful time looking either way.

So after stretching and testing the shape of the world from outside my box I have smacked headlong into an amazing woman who, by the way, fits quite neatly into my original realm of attraction. K is stunningly beautiful. Long red hair, killer smile, slender with these muscles that just pop outta nowhere. She is girly with this slight andro edge I mistook originally for her being European. No, not in that "Lesbian or German Lady Tourist" kind of way, but just a 'quality', if you will. She's Slovakian, Master's in English, speaks 4 languages- a word nerd's dream. I immediately put her in the 'crush-worthy but verboten' straight girl category but I may have been wrong. She kinda had to smack me over the head to make me realize that yes, I was very wrong. Taking things slow- and of course this is MY life, so nothing is uncomplicated so we'll see... Please Santa--I've been such a good boi all year...